man_ugly

2012-01-29T03:24:00.002+08:00

CNY2011 :D

CNY 2012 (:

Yes the photo! :D

Well Time flies !

Great catch up that day!

Wanted to do some work now but the stupid responese havent reach target!

and i lazy to do the survey again and again! irritating okay!):

AHHH

shall go sleep goodnight!(:

2012-01-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

5N'09 Cny gathering (:
Good to see them all again (:
7 years and counting !
<3 <3!

Well school today was alright 2 hours? with long breaks in between~
slack alot today but manged to understand in class la! duh~
Oh and 5 friends of mine broke up within this week! omg
one of them damn qiao, the guy wanted 2 years break see if 2 years later gt faith anot LOL
thn the girl ( my classmate) keep complaining me and stuff! i feel her pain, but well at least they enjoyed a few months of good relationship! jiayou okay huimin! :D
Had a little gamble this evening! first time during this CNY!
not bad la this year's luck! :D
Hope this maintain up till day 15 (:

oh yes. my body aches came back already!):
herman say when i'm with her body okay now gone body ache stupid herman-,-
quite true? hahah
Hope everything's fine for everyone so far !
those just broke up! stay strong slowly move on there are more around (:

AND AND MY IPAD CASE CAME <3 it to the max!
gonna use my ipad more often for work now.
AHH stresss~ well test on monday!
HAVENT STUDY SHIT!
okay sunday study tmr play and study HEHEHEH
FPD week~
presentation on tues!
exam coming! DIEEEEEEEE
oh new year cannot anyhow say die!

My 5n's keep asking me why i nv drive and they say they wan sit in for my case omg i feel the love but i feel the shame if u guys were there like you know :x
ohwell hope everything would be fine (:

have a great weekend people!

2012-01-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

HELLO :D

day 7 1 week! woah~
I think my flu is coming! ):
siannn nose damn itchy!
well ended IL today! ending quite some modules this 2 weeks! exams in 3 weeks time~
and i only have 1 week of holiday NO AK ): and i'm back on attachment!
BUSY BUSY BUSY life ahead.
John called and said looking at situation i might be going in for 2 months.
If go in confirm GG hais. i hope is just probation and not others): please?
No sch till monday! goonna rest well and finish all my reports! dinner dates and CNY gathering with SLAG on sat! sunday revise PAPER OMG i havent study FPD DIE LIAO!):
ohwell i can't sleep so i'm here!

oh yes i updated that one too! 1 last one (':
I need a break from this !
humans gotta to move on and be who they wanna be.
best of luck ! (:

Have a goodnight

(':

2012-01-24T23:14:00.000+08:00

Day 6! - I miss us.~

How's cny going?
Schooltmr? I'm okay with it actually~
have been doing work since day 1 of CNY lol
Attachment coming! <3!
and overseas immersion programe in AUG~ 4 months haut ah~

2012-01-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

Day 5~

HAPPY CNY! :D

sigh... oh well new year (:

2012-01-21T01:52:00.001+08:00

Page 20, day 2 ,strong craving and missing.

Tiring day.

Have a good night people!

2012-01-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

HI!

End of day 1, the feeling still there la but well I know you don't care.
I wonder how many days later than things will be good?
Replayed the song " I won't give up " by Jason Mraz for over 200 times.
Meaningful lyrics.
I want to slow down my pace in life,
enjoy every thing that happens around me!
Time heals everything.
Shall pray for the best!
Life still goes on, right?

Page 19, day 1. memories flood back.

Goodnight people :D

2012-01-11T22:59:00.000+08:00

Beautiful end for everything? (:

HI man-ugly, thanks for being there for me all the while.
I need to start my engine and focus on my papers which are like afew weeks more?
As in for her, all i can say is pray, hope for the best.
Jiayou everyone!
Takecare guys!

Goodnight!

2012-01-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

I'm super lazy to blog!
But it's a new year!
Wishing all of you all the best in life having smooth and awesome life ahead :D

Close a chapter open a new one now,
let's start it right start it good (:

Oh, had a awesome end of year dinner with my bros!
hope to have more dinner again!
YAY!

okay school's resuming in like 2 days? damnzxzxz
nevermind internship coming! and i can leave this place for new expeirence awesome :D

Alrightt!
Gonna sleep!
Goodnight worldzxzx
:D

2011-12-03T01:00:00.002+08:00

Yes, this was once purple,
Spray it to white after failed to give up as a gift.
Damn,The two flag there are for names to be stick on.
Decided not to engrave anymore, no point.
Oh well,
mum allowed me once a month!
Huat ah!
Damn excited I dk why!
Like kana let out of jail like that! omg!
Love my mum alot manzxxz<33!

Hope it will be a good one and a enjoyable one!

Wish me luck!
(:

2011-11-30T01:37:00.004+08:00

HAHA,

How stupid can i get?
I keep on hoping that you might post something related or what,
but hey, I have been deleted from your life.
Like a click of a button, deleted to don't know where, somemore not even in a recycle folder.
No restore button already.
38 days since you click the delete button which has my name link-ed to it.
I don;t know why you really can forget, don't feel anything ?
Someone treat you with his 100% for 2 bloody years.
Being threw away just like that and being deleted.
I pick u up when u went to aussie with ur family, I rmb the hug u gave me after u landed.
I craving for the fucking hug i used to have for 2 bloody years.
38 days had passed,
U felt nothing, nothing at all.

What a crap.
Fight so hard yet being thrown away like nothing.
24/7 on standby.
Feel super stupid.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
Why must this happen!
But Do I have a choice?
2 people closed to me , left.
I keep telling myself, It's over let's move on.
But passing by places we went, songs we sang, words we said,
The hug i get daily.
From a stranger, to a hi bye in sec sch, to awesome close-ness to chalet,
to car rides. To eating KFC in car, Watching movies in car,
You owe me a movie, You Owe me!

Life, you are a bitch,
Flooding myself with sch work makes me tired and keep thinking.
You feel happy without my existence.
I must remember this.
I must.

Never put 100% into anything in life. Never.

2011-11-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

What to say?

Many stuff happen recently.
my Bros got some conflict ,
Just met up and cleared things this evening..
well, idk how to say, it somehow went alright?
But for wb, it's a pain i guess?
It's hard to choose frm friends and girlfriend.
I hope his alright ba, can feel that he isnt alright, AND PLEASE don't skip school anymore.!

I don't know why, I keep losing things / people around me now.
Totally not a good november.
Left Blackclique and Night team on 26 nov 2011.
I joined night team on 18 Apr 2007
4 years and about 7 months later,
I left, i gave up my cars, my leadership role, my hobby,
Just to make my mum happy.
Now why i have bad feeling you will leave me soon?
It isn't a long period of them but i really damn glad that it turn out good somehow!
I did mention before hope things don't end, you said see how,
Let this see how be goood okay!
although I know you wouldn't be reading this HAHA
But oh well, nobody come my blog anyways!

I'm Lacking of sleep recently! Damn shit):
Thinking of whether to skip sch tomorrow!
But there's lab! and and OPC revision! NOOOOO! must Attend!):
Okay shall go sleep nowzxzxzxzx

Dear father,
You gave me a sign that someone who i waitied and gave the best i could, left .
You gave me a sign to leave a hobby to make my parents and people around me happy, I did.
You gave me a sign that we have minior conflicts with my bros. It happen,
For now please don't give me a sign to let it this end and leave me please,
My only motivitaion in life .
Please be nice.
I Beg you.

(':

2011-11-21T23:51:00.004+08:00

It's kinda weird recently.

Many things happen. I don't know how to say. Mostly bad? haha.
Maybe these are some challenges for me?

School work is like shit now. ):
I planned to do my work today and it screw up my plans.
I hate it when my plans are screwed. Seriously.
I need to buck up. I can't be the last anymore. Enough of nonsenses for the past 2 years.
Time to focus on studies. and after this, i will be having attachment.Hopefully out of here?
Maybe I should already accept the Penang attachment.
Sigh,

I like the way poly's functioning, Lessons don't start on fixed times.
But I miss the old days i had in secondary school.
Waking up early taking bus to sch slacking in class. sleeping in class.
funny nonsenses that i been thru.
My eyes feel like crying but idk why i gt that feeling LOL.
Walk pass zh this evening...
every thing's different now.
I miss my old frens.
I miss my old school days.
I miss my old buddies.
I miss pozai, daughter.
I miss band.
I miss pris.
I miss ...... maybe not. I'm fine with it now. okay maybe. lol
Band music will never fail to make me smile.
Remembering old nonsenses my bros did make me laugh like mad.

What will happen a few years later?
I don't want to lose anyone close to me anymore.
2009 someone close left me ,
2010 my Mentor left me.Pris left.
2011 she left. my bros almost.

Every freaking year have to be like this.
I'm tired.
I becoming more anti social recently...
I don't talk much these days.
Super tired easily.
but well, have been jogging recently!
22112011,
what will happen in the next few years?
Tired, Numb, Lost.
Flooding myself with work and dramas.
Sucks.
ohwell...
oh and my mum keeps nagging me to stop Nightteam and BC.
see, everything is like leaving me somehow?
HAHA.

Ohwell, better sleep ! Human need lots of rest!
Miss the old convers on phone, really miss.
I really don't know how u could just let it go so easily?
2 years of stuff U can't just let go and forget everything?
From the start you didn't put your heart in? at all?

Sigh. that question keep bugging in my mind lol.

okay! Goodnight Everyone!
:)

2011-11-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

I'm BLOGGING!

OKAY long time since i blogged!
Have been flooding myself with team's problem but ohwell I need to get back to my studies!):
Test this friday and monday and IDK ANY SHIT ZOMG!
Goonna chiong a lot of work soon!
Deadline is getting nearer!
I HATE THIS SEM! damn stress!
I can't wait for attachment ! although it's in singapore~
But still try new area? :)
CAn't wait to leave country this year end! I NEED TO LEAVE AND ENJOY!
but for the whole of NOV, It's gonna be MUGGING MONTH!
Suffer now Play later(:

addicited to L4D2 recently, zomgzxzxz
not bad HAHA I can save people! (:
OH SHIT I JUST RMB, i was drinking a Can of 100Plus and i left it ontop of the car!
OMG I FORGOT TO THROW ): DAMN!):

Anyway, a little update? doubt u will car, resprayed the Purple jazz to White!
Gonna drive it soon !

Needa wake up @ 545 tmr! Damn tired):
but got $ woohoo!
oh i got myself a new earpiece!:D

YAY it's orange! hehehhe
okay Goodnight people!

No point showing everyone u are happy and whatever when deep down inside you aren't.
Be yourself, drop the wall. move one like how you used to.
Goodluck.

someonewhoworksohardbutdidn'tgetwhathedeserved.

2011-10-25T13:43:00.006+08:00

HI!

(:

Got a question?
why after that incident u become so "not you" ?
Like, they way u talk and everything?
Where's the crazy happy you?

I'm now left alone,
Having all those memeories...
The day came too early, much ealier than i thought.

_________________________________________________________________
But I know I have to move on with life as things wouldn't be the same i guess?
Will hope for a better future manzxzxzxzxzxzxz

anws stupid faridah, bite my hand! DAMN PAIN SHE THIS MALAY BABI! ): ROAR!!!!\
OK shall go back to tutorial! ):

BOO! PAIN! ):

2011-10-22T02:24:00.002+08:00

HI!

Did a little spring cleaning to this blog!
Was bored @ garage.
Don't know whether I will post often,
but I still do hope you guys will still come here and drop a tag to make this blog more lively? (:

Many things happen.

Nothing more that i can say.
But the song on my blog,
sings out how i feel, and everything else!

Hope to have a brand new start soon.
Enjoy the song! :D

It's meaningful, to me exspecially!

(':

_________________________________________________________________________

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记我爱你
你是我微笑的原因

沈祥龙-希望

我一直以来都守护在你身边
不知你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边

你的笑容能让我开心一整天
好像拥有你在我生边
让灰暗世界变成晴天

时间已经不多
我还有话很想说
一留埋藏心中却要如何开口

该不该继续沉默
该不该勇敢至说
希望你回头

不能在一起也没关
系至少你懂我的心
会在想你
那些回忆会永远保持甜蜜

不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记
我爱你
你是我微笑的原因

只是希望你能比从前开心

2011-03-31T23:57:00.002+08:00

HI HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT!:D YES! It's my birthday! :D I'm Finally 19~ erm 1 more year before i touch on the '2's series~ HAHA. Old alrdy! this year nth much? drive ppl around, thn go lunch thn go dinner. nothing much. didnt celebrate in sch cos i'm having holiday~ receive alot of wishes. Damn surprise that some ppl do wish me HAHA Oh and i got my fav birthday cake HEHE frm awfully choc!~ :D Love their cakes! In life, it's really give and take. Last year, last few years my birthday no car, so i had cool times with frens. Now, I'm able to drive around and stuff but i have lesser things i had last time. okay idk what i'm saying but i gues u guys do understand ya? 2009 was my best birthday ever! REALLY! It's a pity, You didn't wish me. I guess you totally forgotten. sigh. I created this, I have to face it. well, it's still a good birthday! :D Putien stuff not bad sia~ Alright! time to sleep man~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT~! YOU ARE AWESOME THE WAY U ARE :D Stay happy always (:

2011-03-30T23:20:00.002+08:00

40 mins to my birthday. Normal day. just special that i'm finally driving on my birthday! COOL. I thank you for allowing me to get what i wished since may 17 2009. But can i have 1 last one? can i? blue and white card. YAY 1 step nearer to 20s! HAHAHA k goodnight!

2011-03-28T09:15:00.003+08:00

HEY~ Got my results on Friday 1 A 2B 2C 1D well....there's nothing more to say since it's a fact alrdy, nothing cna change it. abit disappointed for the D grade, but i'm surprise my Econs gt B while my ITL gt C HAHA avg results... Looking forward to Year 2~ woohoo~ senior alrdy~ AHHAHA! Birthday coming.. Not very excited about it, cos like in secondary sch, having birthday during sch days is different. Every where u go cfm gt ppl wish you one~ poly sem starts in Apr. and i'm having holiday not frens to wish me real life ): LOL. Gonna celebrate my bday with family. I don't like celebrate birthday after ur actual birthday, it's like there's no meaning for belated. cos it's over. Advance yup but belated nah. Gonna enjoy what i can before sch start man~ 3 weeks more! I really want that blue and white card again. 2009 was my best birthday everzxzx~ 2 years already. Time don't turn back. It's a pity. pity. I regret alot of things in life man. My life is so regretful~ LOL ohwell... i really miss hey kid. sup yo~ anws. Headed back North Vista for IAG. Awesome~ Damn slack and shag Idk why but yup~ heading back office later in the afternoon~ SYF for Zwinds next WEEK~ ZOMG~ PLS DO WELL PPL~ Don't be afraid to play. It's the same in music room and other places. Just a stage a band and a conductor. Everything is mindset. SO if u concentrate on the music u will eventually forget about the crowd. Do it once, do it well, and you can enjoy~ (Y) Now you have the chance to make things happen,rather thn regret after it alright? JIAYOU ZWINDS :D BEST OF LUCK EVERYONE~ :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD I want to celebrate it wih you. & it will be the best present ever. (':

2011-03-26T19:08:00.004+08:00

Apology? Yup i think i did push you too hard sometimes? Forcing you, preventing you to breathe and doing things you wanna do. I really don't wish to be such an ass. I want you to be happy. So i really need to learn how not to push u too much anymore. I'm sorry if i ever had and make u so uncomfortable. I hope things will be better in the future. I will change ? Yup. I'm really sorry if i ever cause u so much stress and everything. I really want you to be happy always alright? I don;t wanna be called clingy (sp?)and stuff like that! Sorrrrryzxzxzxzx

2011-02-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

HI!

Just done with maths paper today.
What to say? shit paper. yes LOL.
can like 60% max nia~ aiya PASS CAN ALRDY LA ):
ohwell left with 1 more paper on wed! ITL
can die! gonna start mugging on satuday night!
SO don't disturb me! all my weeknight is date with ITL~

Headed back Zh to see those kiddo~~
I dunno, i feel damn weird. heading back today everyone like super dao and stuff.
everyone having problems.
maybe i'm being an extra but hey, to who ever, life has to go on as a band.
do your part no matter what.
Don't ever regret what you had done.
Really.

I regretted not going for CCA when i was in secondary school
so I'm doing what i can now. I really wish i can turn back time and do everything again.
but i can't. I never ever can wear that white uni again. going to sch @ 645 am. singing the same old song for 40 weeks.
Looking @ the same old teacher daily,
chit chat play and crap with the bunch of frens i missed the most.
I will nv have that kind of life anymore.

So, give and take, this is life.
sigh.

I wish I can study @ zh now. LIKE NOW~
hais.
life life life.
why are u so bitchy this time round?
when i needed some support?
to mug hard and stop thinking?
last paper clement.

Do you think it's worth it?
( i think my itunes is an ass it played the song that suits my ans LOL)
Yes i do.
I wish for some quality and fun time.
Can I?

我不要希望，我要它实现！

2011-02-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! lol

yes his birthday today! :D

HMM! today's a so call relaxed day?

cos.. finish my econs paper today! like finally!

I mug like some O lvl kid ytd night.

felt quite happy with the paper! (y)

thn collected my wifey this evening!

WOOHOO~

I miss her so muchzxzx!

and i miss worthlesspig too! ):

Left with Maths and Itl next week and next next week!

and i'm off frm sch! :D and it will be holiday! :D

work work work need $$$$$$$$ HEHE

visited band recently,

they have good sound. Me like!

hope they can get what they want and pls kids, WORK HARD :D

CAN ONE! ZWINDS IS LOVEDZXZXZXZXZZX

Today is the last day of sch as a year 1 student in NP!

time flies!

I'm will be Y2 in like 2 months? LOL

Hope everyone will have a good year ahead okay! :D

I'm tired!

Just bathed but my eyes like closing!):

But stillhave to wait ...

i wan my 7 mins):

okay!

have agreatweekend!

I'm gonna play my weekend away and mug like some sec sch kids who's gonna take O lvl!

WOOHOO~

Happy Weekends~ :D

2011-02-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Today is a special day!
But not for mezxzx :D
HAHA!
Alright !
It's her birthday today! >>>>>

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Worthless AKA Shermainezxzx :D

I noe u gonna scold me for this pic but it's SOO CUTE HAHAHAHAH!

Bet u nv take such cool pic b4 ya? haha

Just wanna say, all the best in whatever you do!

Goodluck for Debate later!

Have a better health, sleep more. better time management

AND! aiya idk what more to say alrdy!

U noe i noe uh! :D

I know you so gonna love this post! cos it's delicated to you only!

and! that's ur present! AHAHA!

Happy Birthday (:

2011-02-07T00:23:00.002+08:00

4 days of holiday just past so quickly~

Lazy post what happen!
Shall post the pics when i get themzxzxz

I wanna sleep super tired! ):
Yawnzxzxzxzxzxz

Not much time left!
Exams coming!):

I need a hug.

2011-02-02T22:38:00.004+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

It's gonna be CNY in about 1.5 hours time!
I'm bored I gt nothing to do! ):
I lazy do hmk. boohoozxzxz
I feel like sleeping but can't! :x

I really hope it will be a good and smooth year ahead for everyday! :D
HEHE! :D

Ytd night went to Johner's house for dinner!
Super paiseh to disturb his family but yes!
had a great time with them :D
really reunion sia! ):
Went to chill with them till12 plus
homed .nagged and blah blah super sleepy slept like @ 1 plus 2?
after some kid bathe finish? lol.

Woke up, super shag, didnt go chinatown with dad and granny.
slept and headed to zh for cny celebration.
go see see nia.
and gt 2 oranges frm NYJC lion dance group!
YAY super gt luck one can! :D
haha.
but some ppl say only fat ppl thn get the oranges ):
STUPID PEOPLE!
HA.

anws homed after that. did house work. send sis pick sis.
wash car waxed car my self.
dinner/ steamboat.
tv-ed and nuaing @ comp naozxzx
I gt nothing to do! boredzxzxzx

Shall go try to do my maths!
omg. I'm so damn guai! do maths lehzxzx
I wanna sleep but i need shou ye!
yawnzxzx):
nvm i wan my parents to live longer :D
Okay I need to be a good boy nowzxzxz

Happy Chinese New Year Everyone! (:

It's raining again):
boohoo! D:

Goodnight!:DD

I'm waiting, I'm waiting.

2011-01-29T21:43:00.002+08:00

hello.

guess what?
today's a very water day!
rained and my house kitchen basin spoil and the whoel kitchen was floodedzxz
i can even swim~ HAHA just kidding.
Managed to get my dad's fren to come and fix
blah blah~
stupid. i have to bathe with those water i collected!
damn bloody coldzxz ):
somemore raining! ):
boohoo~
i'm doing hmk on a saturday!
yay! like a finally
Cny coming! hope it willbe fun!(:
Have a great sunday everybodyzxz (:

Recently alot of unhappy stuff happen.
Idk why. but ya,
it's pretty bad for me i think?

I'm trying very hard , very hard to prove that you can trust me.
I hate those ppl that screw things up making you lose the trust.
I don't know what else i can do to make things better.
Make you totally trust me?
I know what i want.
Let your heart do the talking not ur brain.
I really hope you would try not to look back and reflect what you had done.
I really okay la, i really hate it when u look back maybe?
I noe i might be over the limit but really idk how to say.
I will cont to prove things to you
and
I will nv say good bye, cause I already lose my mind.

The rain is super big!
gonna pick sis later!
okay early goodnightzxzxz
YAY! :D

2011-01-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

Bad day.

I scratch my bumper this morning,
Reverse sensor spoilt.
Jam in the morning, late for class,
Jam when sending sis home frm NIE.
Life pretty sucky today.
life suckzxz.
no feel for sch today.
I almost cried in class):
stupid.
I hate myselfxzxzx
Heart damn pain.
F)':

Having ideal Jumpstart tmr.
ARGH.
hope everything goes well.
):

boooo):

2011-01-23T23:01:00.002+08:00

When we collide, We come together...

Hi world! :D
Gonna sleep soon!
Just pack my sch bag!
It's gonna be a new week! and I'm having IJumpstart challenge this coming thursday!
Thn CNY break! woohoozxzxzxzz
Thn willbe study break on the last week of Feb! Exam and i'm off for a holiday~ :D
but wait i'm gonna work! $$$ yes in need of $! ahha.
Time flies! it's the last week of January!

So!
How's ur Jan is?
Mine's soso luh!
WELL At least i survive?
haha(:

I wish every will have a great week ahead test and whatever!
Must jiayou okay! Must rest more people~
CNY's coming~! WOOHOO~

Ohyeah,
Went to celebrate Tay's and Gay's birthday ytd.
ShabuShabu @ marina country club~
Great man! had fun there :D
Thn heading off to yishun dam with Sam and Yeenah!
To Enjoy the windzxzx
And off to Seletar Air Base!
OKAY NOT GONNA BLOG ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN THERE!
Homed @ 1 and slept@ 2~

There's sch tmr!
I Need to sleepzxzxz
OKAY GOODNIGHT PPL!
It's gonna be a great week!
Hope no more massive jams around! :D
Buhbyezxz!

Will that day come sooner?

2011-01-20T22:54:00.001+08:00

The thing that I love. (:

I hope I don't screw up my Econs tmr!
Goodluck clement!

I'm ready for a brand new start!:D
But first up,
SLEEPING TIME :D

2011-01-16T19:17:00.003+08:00

Needa do WP now!):
but i wanna go china town later! ):
nvm try to finish as much as possible!
I dun wan fail wp!
but sian totaly cui like a free one ):

SIAN!~

I don't like!
I finish all my work, except wp! ):
This sucks.

2011-01-15T14:41:00.005+08:00

YES!
some pics to show~ Damn nice!:D
I Damn happy! but tired):
okay! enjoy viewing~ :D
Goodnight~

YAY ~ :D

2011-01-15T00:04:00.001+08:00

RS 02 Replica, Sa 67!
:D

Yes i changed my rims and tyre.
It's a very goodie buy frm Poh heng.
Good price really.(:
Super worth.
17" 215/45/17 Goodyear Eagle F1 Asy

SERIOUSLY DAMN GOODBUY~
damn chio also right! damn bright I LIKE REALLY :D
HEHEHEHEH
K gonna sleep now~
goodnight~
no more full blackyzxz :D

2011-01-10T21:52:00.003+08:00

YES O LVL RESULT OUT NOW.

YES LUI FAB LONG, WEI and KIH.
All of them got 12 points and below, before cca and stuff.
WELL DONE KIDS :D
i'm so proud of you guys. expecially weile!
HAHA
well. sam batch and below all score so good.
i score double digit. SIAN!
ohwell I special~!
went a tour around zh today.
Miss the good old days .
Really.

How i wish i can be a sec 5 again.
But life.
okay! anyways.
I hope the poeple can decided correctly and move on and not look back.

Those who did well. good job :D
those whoe didn't, nvm work harder ahead alright! :D
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou! :D

Okay need pick sis alrdy!goodnight!

2011-01-10T13:12:00.000+08:00

This is life after all.

Beautiful sunset. (:

2011-01-06T20:27:00.003+08:00

I hate Jan 6 2011

YES FUCKING HATE.

___________

Snw and Jump start till 12.

help out @ open house from 1 till 630.

stand up for like more thn 5 hours?

my legs hurt.

Freaking pain.

super tired. drag myself frm BA building all the way till sporthall.

Drove home.

first thing i open my house door,

" got get$ not." frm my dad.

WTF? i'm like carrying my shoe bag. my laptop my sch bag my badminton racket my shirt and letters. He was eating icecream and shaking leg. he dun even now how to help me , first time, gt money not. i was pissed. i replied ya.

he started his nonsense.

I was having my dinner, he still sitting there shaking leg,

he continue and continue. i kept my mouth shutand ignore him cos i was eating. he started his nonsense about money and i gt so fed up i shouted and bring my food back into my room and eat. my mum scolded him, and he wasn't happy, he came in and took my car keys away.

FOR NO REASONS AND HE JUST SLAM MY DOOR AND TOOK MY KEY AWAY WHAT THE HELL?

i ran after him and i knock my knee against the edge of the chair and it was bleeding-,-

he said nothing and continue his nonsense.

THE DRAMA LASTED FOR LIKE 30 mins.

life. life.

I don't like.

I don't like it when i'm tired and i wanted to rest and not do anything,

god up there will start all the nonsense around me.

making me so stupid.

Everyone around me getting so pissed with life recently.

I don't like it.

I always tell myself, must make ppl happy, they happy i happy! so i will always find ways to make things better for them. I tot I'm capable enough to help.

But no,

not everything .

I hate it when I can't do anything to help ,

no a single one of them who came to me about their probs gt cheered up after talking to me.

I simple can't help.

my lecturer said something just now when he was scolding us for spoiling the cars,

" you don't have such a big head don't wear such a big cap"

Ya i over estimated myself.

I'm right afterall. a huge guy with a stupid mindset tat thinks he can help everyone but deep inside he is a emo and useless human that isn't worth to be here?

it's a bad Thursday. REAL BAD.

My mum's going over to KL for 3 days.

Gonna die @ home alrdy.

I TOTALLY HATE THIS KIND OF DAY.

GET AWAY.

They ask me to help them ytd.

Lucky I nv go cfm throw my own face and everything.

I still dare say i'm top whatever shit.

I bang a taxi just now.( kissed the cab's ass fuck.)

HA.

Pro / top can lang gah meh?

Wat is this. really.

I shouldn't.

I shouldn't over estimate my own capability .

I'm clement chan, studying in ngee ann poly first year.

Has a family of 5, including me.

studied in zhss and cedar pri,

was once in band.

currently no cca.

I'm huge and fat.

Yes facts about myself.

Humans can't runaway frm facts right?

Long time since my tear roll down while blogging.

woohoo~

NICE.

my mum just asked me to apologize .

HA.

Hi blog.

Bye blog.

Sleep early.

Goodnight. (':

2011-01-04T00:35:00.004+08:00

YO :D

Have a great evening today!

met up wit siyu for dinner. yes!

finally can talk to her.

h2h abit? lol.

well she's really a very mature kid!

I'm proud to have her as my daughter :D

Gonna meetup with her soon manzxzx

she's really different. mindset and everything.

WELLDONE MY CHILD HAHA

SHE BAKE FOR ME COOKIES

DAMN NICE OF HER

DAMN CUTE :D

she make 1 big one. and a few small ones.

2 of those small are heart shaped.

thn one heart represent her mummy one is her.

dman cute HAHAHA

she damn funny :D

sent her home and saw my ex car and my fren

ahhaha damn. i tot i wouldnt be able to see that red ride of mine.

but yay it sold to me fren somemore HAHA

COOL MAN.

chatted for like 1 hour plus.

homed @ 12.

bathed and upload some pics.

shall post them tmr :D

oh! sch was okay?

started on my project.

LIKE A FINALLY

AHHA.

it's a good start and i hope i gonna do well.

holiday is waiting for me :D

JIAYOU CLEMENT PROMOTE TO YEAR 2 K :D

Tmr's sec sch and pri sch jc start of sch day.

new year new start, brand new beginning!

I wish you guys all the best and have a great time in sch :D

treasure ur teenage days and do cme support NP OPEN HOUSE! :D

this coming thurs to saturday!

NP IS A GOOD SCH!

nomatter u are sec 1 or grad alrdy!

You can just come down and support and see wat's poly life about! :D

it' gonna be fun !

lucks on Olvl results for those taking it on next monday :D

your hard work will be paid off.(:

Just don;t worry about the results

what's done is done.okay! :D

Gonna sleep!

waking up early tmr!

yawn~

but yup!

excited :D

GOODNIGHT (:

2011-01-03T15:00:00.002+08:00

RE 30! 17"

anyone can get me this for my birthday? I will love that person like mad :D

PLEASEXZX :D

BUSY WEEK AHEAD!

yawn.

Marry Me- Train.

2011-01-02T23:18:00.003+08:00

HEY it's THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY! ZOMG):

OKAY.

just tested my iphone's alarm.

IT'S NOT WORKING DIE ALRYD TMR NONEED WAKEUP!

sian die.

i bet tmr alot of us will use iphone as a excuse for being late

COOL new excuse! HAHA.

ohwell,

today did nth much. just drove family members around to the places they wanna go.

machiam taxi driver but i like! HEHE

was @ vivo, gt myself some pants and shirt.

and also awfully CHOC ICECREAM DAMN NICE!

gonna bring kiddo to eat soon :D

Homed and hel dad and sis do back up!

they gonna join me! buying iphone 4 hahaha.

but sian gt prob with it.

hope apple can solve them asap!

everyone using IPHONE CAN!

heheheh

TMR SCH!

I'm all ready!

New shirt pants shoes bag pencils pens. heart everything ready!

but need a little more motivation hor! daily 5 plus 9~ hahaha

OH SHIT nw my itouch also cannot work. OMG WHAT's HAPPENING?!??!?!?!?!

wah tmr no need go sch alrdy!

WE SEE HOW! HEHEHE:D

OHwell. hope tmr will be a smooth dayzxzxz :D

GOODNIGHTzXZx

___________________

2 years. we will nv noe what will happen between this two years.

I just hope things dun turn bad. history don't repeat.

I'm alrdy happy with it.

I dare not ask for more.

I'm afraid .

Afraid if go ahead. you will back up.

maybe even 2 years later. I wouldnt even dare to pop the qn.

I'm also afraid. if start. it may be a hcance of ending. if nv start. forever no need end alrdy.

i dk.

see how things goes !

Life has to go on! :D

BLAAAAADYBOOOOOOO :D

OKAY VIBER SUCKS!

GOODNIGHT!

STOP BLOWING INTO THE MOUTH PIECE!

ASSXZXZ

2011-01-01T23:56:00.003+08:00

Bring it on the flood of love.

HELLO! :D

IT's the first day of 2011~

time now, 1157pm.

COOL left 3 mins~

time flies man seriously!

I really hope my 2011 will be smooth and not so many shocking stuff happening and also

MUST STUDY HARD LA! wahlau monday sch alrdy leh!

damn sian ):

ohwell life :D

having holidays on the 7 of march till 17 of april!

gonna go back AK to work!

I hope they still want me ):

HAHA

HMM

First day of 2011.( i keep typing 2010)

Slept @ 1 plus.

work up @ 1230 pm! sHIOK DIE

nv sleep so much before.

I gonna sleep early today and wakeup late tmr! cos it will be my last time sleeping so much

cos sch start, project coming thn sian diao aldy ):

PWs and EXAM DIE DIE DIE ):

nonoono new year cannot anyhow die!

It will be a smooth year ahead!

gonna help out NP open house thiscoming week!

will be busy! DMAN SIAN ohwell $ and cca points and HELP NP YAY :D

Have been using my macbook pro recently. YAY cool!

and i got myself a new orange keyboard protector! damn nice

ORANGE :D

Hmm

It's the first sunday of the year alrdy! hope everything goes well :D

Have a great week ahead :D

GOODNIGHT!

______________________

heys! you!

slowly luh! don't so pekchek!

slowly recall all the notes luh!

learn a lesson and hmm try to do better?

SYNC UR FONE!!

CHEERUP LUH!

Breath in Breath out!! :D

SMILE~

2010-12-31T00:09:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of 2010!

many many things happen.

Human change.

so fast.... time flies damn fast~

I still have my 2009 diary with me~ LOL

so fast~ last day of 2010.

It's over alrdy. so i just i'm not gonna talk much about 2010.

but!!

I'm looking forward to 2011! :D

shld be staying home tmr while counting down~

gonna send my mum to work like 7 in the morning boohoo ):

ohwell can drive can alrdy~ :D

hahaha

Alot of fun things coming for 2011 :D

soooo must enjoy okay humans :D

well~

It's a going up process for everyone.

I wish everyone will have a good year ahead~

Smooth and happy one (:

Goodbye 2010~

Hello 2011 :D

OH!

ZH's 100 years old ! YAY~ so cool~

I still miss secondary school days!

lifelifelife.~

Hey kid.

doubt u will see this but.

ya i dunno suddenly wanna say hi to you LOL

ohwell. have a great year ahead kiddo! :D

I wanna pee~

my iphone left with like 20%

and viber sucks! right shermaine? LOL

okay i shall pee later.

that woman keep complaining she's fat.

WTH man.

___________ mins after i post,

SHE STILL COMPLAINING SHE'S FAT

WALAU STILL SCOLD ME KNS

WALAU NOT FAIR ONE~

HAHAHAHAH

2010-12-30T14:17:00.003+08:00

There's more pics! I lazy upload!

rest on FB ! :D

Anyways!

HELLO!

I'm back from chalet!

everything was awesome!

although first night fire wasn't that good.

but had fun with the 5s and the rest of them too :D

didnt gamble so much on the first night.

slept frm 7 plus to 8 plus 9? am btw.

breakfast thn play and nua upstairs.

bbq frm 330 all the way to 4 plus?

fire was dman good on the second night!

bought abit more food this time but yay FUN :D

Super lazy to blog now. I FEEL LIKE SLEEPING

DAMN TIRED):

my eye bags are damn cool :D

more info go see fb pictures HAHA :D

OKAY~ shall go wash up and sleeep

not enough of sleep = easy old.

i 'm not old YET :D HEHE! :D

OH YA! Before i forget!

Thank you! Thankyou for allowing her to stay.

Thankyou so much (:

Goodnight! :D

Was it for me? :O/):

Winning, but havent totally win finish everything yet.

@ least i'm winning? like a FINALLY? LOL

aiya seehow thing goes ma.

난 영원히 당신을 사랑

Falling stars~

2010-12-28T00:13:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone.

Just got back from aiport.
pei-ed my sis and her church frens .
gonna help out with NP open house this coming january.
COOL :D
get paid and cca points! AWESOME! (Y)
did nth much today.
boring monday.!
gonna have chalet tmr.
hmm..

I know it maybe not right to do this,
but this is my blog and i wanna share with everyone my feelings HAHA.
anyways.

Who ever it may concern up there or down here,
It's my Xmas wish.
I stayed homed on xmas eve and xmas day.
Never went out with anyone just being a super good child staying home,
pei-ing my parents.
I know i might be asking for more.
but i sincerely hope/wish my Xmas wish will happen.
I really look forward for the next 3 days.
or rather just 1 night.
to have fun and play with everyone who's there.
and make it a best way to end my 2010.
Just a yes and my wish will be true.
I know there's problems to face.
but i wouldnt anyhow or whatever.
Just to enjoy every single moment for the next 2 days?
Nothing bad will happen.
but good things will.
good memories and fun time!
I really wish she can stay.
1 night will do. not more, Just 1.
For what i did, pei-ing my parents and my granny when they needed someone and not going out to play and come home late.
Please?
Who ever it may concern up there and here?
Just a word? 3 letters?
(':

Thankyou.
Gonna sleep!
Goodnight eveyone!

2010-12-26T00:50:00.003+08:00

MERRY XMAS :D

I stayed @ home the whole day

cos @ night gt dinner so didnt wanna get out.

tv-ed dvd-ed. and chitchated with them.

yup. damn long since i talked to them

found out that gt 4 new members. haha 3 chiobu 1 nerd.damn funny.

6 cars came to visit me. DAMN PAISEH. plus!

they ask those newbie call me laoda ! wth man. they anyhow call.

i was so damn paiseh.:x

chatted for like 1 hour?

thn they headed off to play

while i came home and watch tv!

yay~ normal life hahaha

4 times asking me to go back.

ohwell. haha see how luh (:

It's SUNDAY~ :D

RELAX DAY!

left with 1 week of holiday!

sian!

gt alot of pw to do.

sian.

suddenly i miss ngeeann LOL.

ohwell.

Shall GO SLEEP!

mum's nagging ):

GOODNIGHT (:

2010-12-20T23:03:00.004+08:00

POST 1000~~~~ :D

KAY PEOPLE~

I'm tired ):
but must blog!
Today, wanted to go Shenzhen. but couldnt make it.
cos we suck @ this dimsum stall for hours.
so we decided to go city gate and shop and mang kok to shop~!
shop frm like 12 to like 630.super duper tired.
i waited for the ladies for hours and sit at the coffee shop and play with my itouch!
lucky i brought them over if not I'll DIE~
headed for some porridge shop and it reminds me of that kiddo.
she loves porridge..
ohwell. ate pig blood porridge and seafood!
damn nice~ Hope to bring u over and try! HAHA.
head back to icehouse. thn went out to pei the ladies shop for 1.5 hours.
i stood there and stone for tht bloody 1.5 hours!
but well i saw alot of chiobu! HAHAHA

AND on the train this morning.
I saw a chiobu. seriously damn chio. her nose damn sharp and stuff. my mum and sis was like.,
"eh boy, gt chiobu. that one perfect hongkong-er "
LOL.

ohwell.

they love to wear boots!
weather here not vry cold cooling~
but i;m sick! ):
okkiedokkie~
need to sleeeeeep soon.
heading back this thurs.

FAST/

):

YOU!

stop eating heaty suff. if not my chalet u cannot even go!
I'll gonna kill you!! ):
booyou~ ):
4673 ):

Goodnight~

_______________________________________

HI WORLD!

it's tues~
woke up @ 4am and go back to bed and woke up @ 8.
prepare and headed out for Shenzhen !
reach there like 12 plus? shop/ eat /itouched till 5 plus
i bagain alot damn shiok~
headed abck to icehouse and had smalldinner.
tell you what. I fat alrdy. tummy getting bigger and bigger.
DIE ALRDY.
but hor holiday to enjoy one ma~
after holiday thn comeback jianfei~ HEHEH :D
thnthn went to get supper for granny and got to some statue sq and took pictures.
the worst thing is. i forgot to rformat my memory card thus i doubt all the fotos i took
can be transfered.

DIE ALRDY.
sian lah.
and my leg gt blisters. damn F pain.
tmr gonna shop again. WAHLAU CAN DIE ALDY ):
sian today post is all die. sian ):

FAT DIE.
PAIN DIE.
MISS YOU DIE.

YES!

I was walking pass some shop they played the song xiwang.
thn i stone and listen. and you came to mymind.
Seriously. MISS DIE YOU LA.
STUPID WORTHLESS! ):

BOO):

heading back on thursday.
i need to sleep.
very pain and tired):
GOODNIGHT~
______________________
Last day in hk!~
well woke up slightly late.
headed. causeway bay. thn go TST and went to watch symophy of lights!
did nothing much. shop, eat and cam-whore~
but something happen that disappoint me.
the taxi drivers.
they are heartless. they only noe how to earn money and duncare anything esle.
and also very attidute. not happy the face black and dun care customers.
seriously. disappointed.
hais.
ohwell. I'm very tired. really tired.
having a back ache and stuff super pain.
but nvm ENJOY-ed myself~
yawn. gonna do packing and sleeeep! leaving here @ 10!

I don't know what happen.
But i wan you to know,
life has to go on.
i will try to telepot (sp)? HAHAHA
ohwell!
CHEERUP OKAY!
honey lemon on the way~

(:

2010-12-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

POST NUMBER 999~

OKAY day 2~
Woke up @ 8 left icehouse@ 1030.
nua-ed alot. cos sunday ma~
THN, headed some noodle shop !
ate noodles. *duh~* 三宝面。
Beef, fish and wanton in one bowl~ cool~ :D
S$4.50- but full~
the fish ball gt orange skin inside. i dunlike! ):
thn headed. harbour city. 12 plus shop till like 630?
gt myself a new memory card. for like S$26. okok la.
went to nathan road.
ate gui ling gao~ and buy some daily stuff
and MTR back to CENTRAL.
thn cab back to ice house.
WAH just now cab that time gt this lady. damn pretty!~
she ask me for directions.
thn i guided her. and she give me a super duper nice smile HAHAHA
happy. but ya carry stuff until tired alrdy! ):
gonna get some sleep soon!
tmr heading shenzhen!
thn maybe shop around lan kuai fong.
hmm dunno see how things goes lo.
TIRED ):

Got myself 2 fredperry~
and a new wallet~!
hmm and also some cute bears for nah and fy.
they love to hug the bear in my car so get them one and let them hug enough!~
gonna look for gifts for the guys in slag and wb fan px and ho~
and also that small girl who always call me lao uncle -.o
dunno what to buy!):
aiya gt buy for myself enough alrdy! AHHAHA
okay gonna be 10 pm):
area around here very quiet eh.
they sun set @ like 6 pm. 630pm jiu dark like singapore 8 pm liao
so make me wann sleep early AHHAHA
ohwell.
need to rest and FIGHT HARD TMR!

and.
469! ):

internet ):

GOODNIGHT!

2010-12-18T22:17:00.003+08:00

HI WORLD / random ppl @ my tagboard~

I'm @ hongkong ICE HOUSE NOW.
gonna sleep soon.
but shall blog about the trip since i lazy write down in my diary.
LOL
YES I HAVE ONE HAHAHA

Anws.~
landed @ hk @ 1003 pm on friday evening.
settle everything and got to REGAL AIRPORT HOTEL @ 1130pm.
1 king size big and one extra bed. 4 pax in 1 room.
that room BEST. gt free ipod speaker~ but dun have free wifi ):
sleep @ 1 woke up @ 8 am.
prepare bathe makan. checked out @12 plus.
heading downtown to hk lsland.
walked damn freaking far to my current location. lan guai fong.
plus walk up tht freaking slope and pulling 2 luggage! ):
stupid.
ohwell. the room's pretty big!
can;t take pic. CAMERA NO MEMORY CARD ):
BOO):
shopped around this area. dinnered.
and now blogging and fb-ing little worthless.
tmr will be a long day~ 10 to 8 pm OUTSIDE SHOPPING
WOOHOO~ :D
money also not mine HAHAHAHAHAH
yay~ ;D

gonna wash up and sleep shall post about tmr's trip tmr~ AHHAHA
ohya~ weather here is good!
cooling :D me like~
and there's alot of PRETTY girls too
SERIOUS!~
DAMN CHIO~
HAHAHA
ohwell.
i prefer worthless one! HAHAHA

ANYWAYS!~
WORTHLESS!
SLEEP EARLY AND STOP THINKING OR YOUTUBE AND TV AND WATEVER SHIT
OKAY?
you said you wanna be a good girl eh! HAHAHA
Don't cry already~
have fun in sing okay!
will get u presents DUN WORRY HAHAH:D
5 days more tahan luh~
469 ! ( go figure)
:D

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY~ :D

2010-12-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

(:

Yup went to support the kids today.
Welldone people!
but there's room to improve okay! :D

had supper with them just now.
8 of us only but well didnt really had a chance like this for the past dunno how long!
I stayed although i had to wake up early later. it's worth it (:
Gonna see them on 30 i think.

Flying off in like 17 hours?
heading hk for bout 1 week.
will be back on Xmas.
gonna take a good break there. comeback and face all those shit that's going on now.
humans are all the same.
Jealous.

Oh well. nice way to end my day.
my whole body's aching.
I 'm tired. but i have a strong feel to zoom.
really. hands and leg very gt feel.
but nah.

I hope I will get rewarded for being such a good kid.
after like 2 months of not zooming.
I miss ahhao, pris, des. and everyone.
I wanna meet you guys.
I wanna have coffee session @ pris house.
I miss pris house exp. the sofa.

I gave up my lifetime hobby.
and if there's some stupid bloody idiots out there spoiling my thing or my plans.
I would gladly take your life away.
I mean it.

Ohwell.
Shall enjoy my life before anything turns bad.
treasuring.
(:

I miss slag and 5n and everyone that was once in my life.
HAHA
it's getting late!
sleep well people~

Have a good 2 weeks of 2010 before it comes to an end!
GOODNIGHT (:

EH 73!
where's my daily 5?!??!
and and the book update everyday.
I wish i can read when i'm back!
Don't miss me too much.
I know you will (:
Have fun too.

2010-12-16T01:16:00.002+08:00

You'll nv noe what will happen..

Just like,
for example, one moment sunny day,
next moment rain.

Life...

Anyways,
Zwinds' concert coming up in like 18 hours! :D
Have fun playing! and enjoy the music~
LOVE YOU GUYS~ :D

Flying off on friday.
gonna have break~
blog more when i come back frm the concert!

GOODLUCK GUYS :D

2010-12-12T23:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO~:D
It's gonna be Xmas soon! :D
Means I'm flying off soon~
5 days left to takeoff~
AHA can't wait :D
It's gonna be cold/cooling over there in HK!
I like!:D seriously can't wait i wanna go breakfree~ AHHAHA
i feel good when i hear shopping centre plays Xmas songs and etc.
like very got the feel sia!~
Well I'm almost done with packing!
finish exam and finish pw thn HOLIDAY~ :D
yawn i'm hungry!
I feel like eating something.
wait cannot need slim down!
oh! look @ my cute luggage!~ :D

MICKEY MOUSE DAMN SMALL~HAHAHAHAH

no lah i got a bigger one but i hide this inside the bigger one

so can carry more stuff when i get back! :D

But i dunno what to buy for them! SIAN~! ):

ALOT OF PPL TO BUY LEH~

hais!

but wait thursday zwinds concert! WHEE!~

hope they will have fun :D

K it's getting late

Time to zzz alrdy~

I need my sleep! ):

Yawn.

studying tmr :D

hope it will boost me for tues paper!

GOODNIGHT HUMANS OF EARTH~

2010-12-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

HI GUYS! :D

YES LEFT ONE LAST PAPER ON TUES ! :D

MATHS and I'm OFF FOR HOLIDAY!!

BUT!

go project to do. damn sian.

ohwell hk next week!

about this time next week i will be on the plane alrdy! :D

flying up there in the pretty sky! :D

Can't wait to finish maths on tues.

and today's econs was WTS. 27 marks gone.

i did study lo!

anws, tried to find my freaking watch shop for like 2 days and all the shop had closed down!

stupid. found out the warehouse it's @ geylang!

but i lazy go there.

LOL.

shall seehow! :D

it's friday. suddenly i feel not so stress weekends ahead. LOL.

last week was full of stuff damn pack this week is time for me to catch up with sleep and relax the whole weekends. shall mug on monday! :D

Had dinner.

and gonna pick sis @ 10 later. yawns~

shall go bathe in 30 mins time!

I need to update songs in my touch! ):

it's getting boring!

OHYA~

went back to visit band ytd! :D

okay la not bad :D

can do better and dun because of anyone's comment and give up.

You guys have the potential to do it so!

shine on thursday, it's your concert. you platform to show ppl out there,

HEY, We are Zwinds and WE can do it! :D

jiayou guys! :DD

will support you ppl to the core~ :D

LOVE ZWINDS :D

Yawn~

have you every had a feeling when you work so hard wishing hoping that what you wish/hope for will happen? and on the way to your goal there's always something spoiling that feeling of yours, making you so fucked up?

I hate the feeling of ,

"You push me up to heaven and suddenly drag me down to hell and let me suffer what i had suffered before? "

Kind of feeling? like scare work so hard in the end get back is just day dreaming only.

What make it so hard to let things be the way each and everyone wanted?

I still feel that giving up racing and stuff is worth it.

Totally worth. REALLY!

ohwell,

more to come...

ANYWAYS!

IT's FRIDAY :D

2010-12-07T20:55:00.003+08:00

HI.
I want a peaceful life.
A carefree life.
Just like Mr Bean.
A green car and a bear with him.
A bear which means alot to him.
Simple and neat and funny.
He can get away with anything.
I want tht life too.
I don't wan to be sociable. I don't want to have tons problems to face
I don't wan to come back home and see your face again.
I Just want my bear and my car.

IS IT THAT HARD TO PLEASE MY LIFE?
I DON'T MIND BEING RETARDED.
I WANT A PEACEFUL AND CAREFREE LIFE!

I WANT A HUG.

2010-12-05T19:04:00.004+08:00

WORK TODAY~
YES money~ butneed to save up boohoo ):
tired wokeup @ 7
work till 6 just gt home.
dun wan to see that face that makes me so pissed off.
I dunwna stay home!
but tmr gt test ):

I Don't wan stay home! ):

HI AUNTY! :D
I KNOW YOU VERY NICE ONE~ :D
I JUST HOPE AND WISH AND (WHATEVER RELATED WORDS U CAN FIND IN THE DICTIONARY), THAT, you would allow her to come over to the chalet and stay for 1 night!
Cos I really wish she could stay and also, it's part of my xmas wish~ :D if she able to go and stay over for just 1 night, it's my best xams present ever~ :D i promise she will be fine~ and also i think eric lam will be staying too. and others like wb and dex they all so it will be safe. peixian staying evelyn staying too! :D soooooooooooooo i really hope you will grant me my wish and aunty ! you very nice:D

THANKS :/

Yawns.
time for dinner. I DUNWAN TEST! ):

2010-12-01T18:04:00.001+08:00

It's December~ :D

YAY! :D
NEW MONTH NEW THINGS!~
but first up. common test!
I need to buck up nowzxz if not die alrdy!~

and stupid medication keep giving me problems.
I dun like you! ):
I hate the vomit feeling eww sucks big time yo.

OH! I'm gonna paste something cool on my black car soonzxzxz
TEEHEE
K need go bathe~

Wish everyone, a happy month ahead :D
IT's DECEMBER~ PARTY TIME~

2010-11-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

STUPID WEBPAGE!

STUCK AGAIN.
the codes are giving me tons of problem
stupid codezxzxz i screw u thn you know!
Tired day..
Caught in a jam
1 hour plus in the car stupid waste time waste petrol make me so tired ):
homed dinnered tried to finish my last 20% of wp.
but hais sian fail~
I'm keep failing everything i do damn.
I don't like my life.
Gonna sleep soon.
Tired.

Will history repeats?
or am i thinking too much?
Will I lose it again?
I don't want it to happen again.
I can't take it any more further.
yawnxzxz
~

2010-11-28T19:02:00.003+08:00

What if history repeats?

I had the same old dream again.
I couldn't sleep ...
Let it be is it a better choice?
hais.

Many things ongoing, and I really need a break.!
ohwell, went NEX just now~
HAHA COOL BIG HUGE BUT the pathway damn narrow.
I don't like~
I feel good going NEX cos, it's like i see it frm a greeen patch of grass become grey and white building~
HAHA drama but ya cool place. you can get what you want over there~
Now i know can go get honey lemon easier alrdy HAHA!
gonna finish up my ITL tutorial and my Field Trip report and sleep.
there's sch tmr.
tmr.....
ohwell.

Have a good week ahead everyone~
:)

2010-11-25T00:29:00.003+08:00

Suddenly...

I feel that my life's filled with alot of things,
and suddenly i'm very tired.
I wanna break frm all those sai kang and just go school
study and go home revise eat dinner bathe and sleep that kind of life.

I have tons of frens to meet and i just simply can't fit my plans for the day.
damn.
like ian, ks they all..
slag...
5N...
alot more.
tired of my busy life...

What if i become someone who don't social so much..
how would life be?

Ms tay's wedding on friday...
THAT WORTHLESS IS FLYING OFF WITH HER BABES INABOUT 8 HOURS TIME
PANGSEH~
BLOODY ASS!
DON'T MISS ME ! :D
HEHEHEHE

K luh i need to sleep~
GOODNIGHT :D

2010-11-23T22:16:00.004+08:00

HI~

Watched harry potter today! :D
OH AND THANK YOU AUNTY FOR THE CHOCS AND SWEETS? LOL THANK YOU!
I'm gonna get fat. ): HAHA!
I thank god for giving me a chance to fulfill my wish today.
Everyone in the family's watching harrypotter this week~ so cool~
ohwell.

What if my dream came true?
Will things change?
NVM CHALET CHALET CHALET~ ):
My chest hurts badly):
my back hurts badly too.
I need to find herman alrdy~
what's with my body!
zzz~

I miss pris ):
K GOODNIGHT PEOPLE~

you give me a feel others couldn't offer.
(':

2010-11-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

Possible to enjoy such a nice view with the one you loved?

_______________________________________________________

What a week~

Rather tough but managed to survive! HAHAHA

next challenge , 5 days

HMM

SUFFER~ HAHA

ohwell..

yawn..

had fun @ redcamp today~

Tmr redcamp 2~

dunno how things be tmr.

no feel~.

Good things don't come tgt.

OHYA COMMON TEST WEEK COMING UP~

JIAYOU CLEMENT :D

GOODNIGHT WORLD.

2010-11-15T23:17:00.004+08:00

Did some work...
very tired. whole body aching..

Will you miss me? HAHA~

Enjoy your trip~ :D

2010-11-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

2 days left for my revenge? LOL

If i win on Tue , i can golden pail wash hand yay!
I don't wan go anymore already!
I want a normal life HEHE! I need more rest! :D
Maybe sometimes go play play awhile lah! But ...
Hao, Des, Pris. All not around already....
No point being alone there.
It's not the same anymore...
HAHA.
well, life has to go on! :D

Promised, after 16, Golden pail wash hand!
Woohoo~
I'm kinda excited for 16 anyways! LOL
They are coming over tmr! HMM.
EXCITED :D

It's my last, but not end of my life.
(:

2010-11-13T19:56:00.002+08:00

____________________________________________________________________

Will it happen?

778 days,

2 years, 1 month,17 days.

2010-11-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

YAY

11/11

What a cool date! :D
next year will be 11/11/11
SHIOK! :D

I need to start mugging! ):
Exams up in like 6 weeks? LOL
Tests and quizes coming up!
and I'm the classrep of the class!
gosh! alot of saikang! HAHA!

but ya born to do saikang! LOL

anyways it's getting late...
havent been sleeping much.
better catch up some sleep before i go laterzxzx
if not tmr DIE~

Oh why recently all the new songs like those clubbing kind?
BORING):
HAHA
ohwell!

I love racing!
I love my carzxzx!!
I love the teddy bearzxzxz!
I love the heart in my phonezxzx!

OKAY!
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE!

Will it happen?
I don't want ....

2010-11-08T19:52:00.003+08:00

It's gonna be very tough for me.
It already started..

I dunno all i have in mind now is ...
I wanna get out of this house.
I wanna race I just wanna stay there.
I don't wan come back home.
I don't wan come back to this life.

I don't know what to do already...
Let it be ba. Wait and see how things be?

Hurt someone who cared for me so much.
Care for someone who...

Life life life.
____________________

Cos every night I 'm only talking to the moon.
And not you..
I know it's somewhere out there, somewhere faraway where I never ever be at.

2010-11-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

Will I ever have a chance to see that pretty sky again?

________________________________________________

Life's not the way i wanted recently.
Lost and ya stick with stupid contact.
wanna win and break it. everyone leaving.
I Shld too man.
I miss pris and ah hao and des.
Where you guys?
):

____________________________

Maybe you are right.
I shldn't be selfish.
I shld just be alone.
and let fate be the key role in the story.

Anws
I found out I was somehow damn irritating and stuff last time.
I'm sorry.
Maybe now you still think that way sometimes? i guess?

Shld I ?

It's gonna be tough,
but i'm already right deep in the hole already!
What to do?

2 years?
anything that's worth for me to survive?
You really nv know what's gonna happen the next second.

_____________________________________
Lessons up next. boring..
argh. I need a _____.

2010-11-03T22:29:00.002+08:00

too late already.

caught a last eye of her.
she look damn sick.
found out that her dream was to have a race with me.
but i keep on telling her not to.
she didn't even fulfill her wish and she left.
i stopped her.
What kind of god bro am i?

seriously...

Losing everything isn't good.
I need a long break..
a break tht last forever.

Goodnight.

maybe it's my turn to break mine first this time?

2010-10-31T00:20:00.000+08:00

Tired.

life's a bore.
yawn.

It's a karma.
But why ?

2010-10-25T20:24:00.002+08:00

DAMN DULAN!

TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN UP THERE?
COMEON! WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME?
I JUST WANNA DO MY WORK AND SAVE IT AND THAT'S ALL.
WHY CAN'T YOU LET THE SOFTWARE LOADS PROPERLY AND ARGH FUCK IT.
I PUSH ALL MY PLANS AWAY JUST TRYING TO START A BRAND NEW SCH LIFE,
AND YET ALL MY WORK CANNOT BE DONE.
I DONT WAN LEAVE IT FOR THE NEXT DAY!
I WAN TO START RIGHT DO IT NOW AND FINISH!
THN NO WORRIES ALREADY!
ISN'T THAT ALSO WRONG?
MY HEAD IS FUCKING HEAVY AND MY SCARS ARE PAIN.
WHAT YOU WAN FRM ME?
I WANNA TO DO MY WORK THAT'S ALL!?!?!??!?!

ARGH FUCK THIS LIFE.
FAMILY SCHOOL
EVERYTHING SCREWING UP
ZZZZZZZZZ

WO HEN DULAN WO ZHI ZI!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-23T23:31:00.000+08:00

Family have been damn not family.
Whole day argue fight cry etc. Everyday same. Cannot stand it.
But I have to be home. My granny... Argh.
Life isn't smooth, everything like corking up.
New school term starting soon.
Need to get the mood back to start school.
I want to drive! I want to sleeep.
I'm very tired!! ):
I want things my way.
I wanna a break.
Ah life.

Right nw, my parents are shouting
Argh shit this life.

Nvm I got something tht brighten up my life,
Gi gu gigi gu gigi! :D
Nights.

2010-10-21T07:22:00.005+08:00

I don't understand why?
Why am I being ignored.
Why am I having to face your attitudes when I did nothing?
2 times. You broke 2 promises.
I'm have nothing to say.
Why did you tell me you changed , but in real fact you didn't.
Am I like a fool to you ?
You said you were lazy. but in the text you said you changed it.
I'm speechless.
Giving myself chances and making everyone around me happy was what i wanted.
But not till the extend when you know i will be angry?
I really should have listen to others.
Seriously, care for others sometimes.
le="font-size:85%;">alright i mean care for some people who really mean something in your life.
I'm not gonna be a fool again.
Never.

Disappointed...

2010-10-18T00:32:00.001+08:00

(':
31 pax!

________________________________________________

I hate myself,
I was so darn near to that deathe gate,
God you tell me why didn't you pull me in?
But keep warning me?
Escaped tht gate 3 times, how many more you wanna give?

I don't like this!!

We're marching on...

Teach me, guide me please.

Just done bbq.
Well pretty okay. 30 plus ppl came.
Photo tmr after veron send me.
Yup.

The end.

2010-10-17T00:29:00.002+08:00

HI GUYS! :D

K SCREW BLOGGERS!

Was abit late.
wanted to blog on oct 16 but... ohwell
one year ago, was my graduation day.
I had 2 bbqs to attended. and i ended up with Slag's bbq.
if u guys rmb.
hmmmm

all I rmb was, grad, play flour,
bbq and
@ 20091016 945pm,
tht was my last time hearing kid's voice, asking me how am i going home?
right till now, 1 year plus we didn't even talk.
time flies quickly!

It's always like that.
Once there's a gap.
They will never join it back.
There's a scar, always a scar.

life has to go on.
yeah.

I'm tired.
Herman told me that due to this 2 accidents I had.
It somehow like affect my sleeping mode.
LOL he damn cute.
he say i will always feel tired and stuff.
YAY! i have excuse to sleep in class already!
HAAHAHAH
ohwell...

路自己选的。要自己走。勇敢面对！

可以让我回到以前的时候吗？
但是我要带我的车车一起去！

晚安。

2010-10-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

Boo! :)
Hehe

Time flies, so fast, next batch of kids are graduating!
Lucks for Os and nv give up!
Hope to see more kids in poly! :)

Anyway. Slacked with wb @ px hse
Tht two cfm gt thing one lo! Haah
Wish them all the best! :)

Fan gay ah! Must jiayou and treasure!
Before it's too late kay! :)

I love bus rides!
Shld not drive so much already!!
Hehehe
And eric gt gf siol! Lucks and get married soon! :)

Cheche bake cupcakes! Damn nice! I'm the first to try! Heheheh! :)

Yawn.
I need to sleep!
But ya meeting pris and gang later.
Stupid bitches. Must make me go thn happy one!
I miss tht steering wheel! ):
Zzz

Ohwell I love my bb keypad! :)

I'm gladly waiting to break all the promises I had.
I don't know whether u remenber yours?

Cheche! 谢谢你！
我hou he fhun lei! :)
Zegzegzegzeg!

2010-10-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

Just got back from chalet!
one word,
AWESOME!

SUPER FUN I TELL YOU.
will post the pics when i get hold of them
:)

well very tired
Good nights.

Stop being Greedy.
Think clearly, what if one day things dun get into the way you wanted?
what will you do?
That day might be here soon.
Treasure. Before everything ends.
Sick and tired of it.

2010-10-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

Should I?

Hmm.

Anws, happy 10/10/10! :)

2010-10-06T21:22:00.002+08:00

YO~

Well recently busy with driving? HAHA
Keep driving around this few days.
Damn tired. but fun! :D
didnt sleep much actually ):
head getting heavier ,
chest like gt thing screwing sia. sianzxzx
well, nvm gt herman everything's FINE~! HAHA!

Pris recovering frm her accident!
thank god! (:
meeting her later! :D yay I like hanging out with her! damn fun! :D
poke her , her reactions is like super duper cute~for a her age HAHA LOL
hehehehhe!

Wenbin flew yesterday..
px's super missing him.
Poorthing.
nvm sunday sunday! :D

well,
dunno why suddenly my itunes playing pastal reflections now
hmmm
things so call ok i guess?
everyone around me telling me the same thing the same thing..
really tried already,
dont wan care already.
don't bother me with things that don't link with me again...
it's not under my control.

I want my cheche.
I want my cheche to be happy.
I want my cheche to trust me.

I need to earn that trust.

It will nv be the same again. Never.

recently heard a new korean song on youtube?
rather nice HAHA will share it soon! :D
lazy go find!
HEHE ^^v
bought 2 dvds ytd.
gonna watch it tmr!
hehehehhehehehehhe
I'm waiting for my turn to bathe!
MUMMY KUAI DIAN LA! ):
OH SHIT,
forgot eat medication!
K HERE I COME ~ :D

WO YAO SHUI JiAO LIAO~!
but wait cannot, meeting them later
omg 2 person left. ): how to win! ):
sianzxzxz

Your choice,
no matter how much you know you will regret,
it's still once a sweet memory.
if really unhappy, thn you shld know what to do.
heartbreaks can't be avoided already.
you know it.
if you need anything, you know what to do...
or listen to the jokes clip damn retarded but yo it's AWESOME~!

It's OCTOBER~
time flies...
Alot of my friends having relationship problems
I hope they will be fine! :D
Must treasure!
Before it's too late!
JIAYOU!.
jiayou!

让我回到小孩子的时候吧。
(':

2010-10-03T16:49:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...
What more can I say?
Just ya. Wish u all the best!
Must be happy!
Last as long as u can.
Heartbreaks are hard to avoid.
Just rmb all the good memories,
And sky will still be pretty!
Enough said.

Well went out the whole night.
Super shiok. The rain came just nice! :)
Never had so much fun alone before! Ahah.
I guess I'm sick! :x
I wanna be alone for a while...
Lady, I'm sorry.
Leaving on tues night..
Wb leaving on tues morning sian! Cannot meet! ):
Life still has to go on.
Meeting fan and low and px later.

Sometimes, it's hard to not break promises.
I will try not to ,
But you noe, I hardly try! :')

Oh! Managed to exchange a new berry cos of the accident yay! :)
Zi yao ni kai xin.
:)

2010-10-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

Cos' Girl Your Amazing..
Just The Way You Are.

傻傻的，傻傻的。
Please don't hate me.

2010-09-29T18:27:00.003+08:00

Anger management is the key thing in life,
If not, don't regret. Life is short.
Treasure.

Yup, I lost my teammate this morning.
5 of us, now left with 3. pris me and rick
why this year so many things happen?

I need something that will brighten up my life.
My life's a boring piece of shit now.
No work no nothing.

Nothing to do so i went back srg ave 3 this morning at about 10 plus
walk around , I really miss my secondary sch days.
I need a time machine. I WANT I NEED A TIME MACHINE!
CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO GET IT?

Life is short, you wouldn't know tmr will you still be alive.
treat life as if today is your last day.
Treasure!
不在乎天长地久，自在乎成经拥有。

Visiting Desmond later,
Bro, RIP.
Go find ah hao and set up a night team there!
make us proud there! and I will promise to make u guys proud here.
:')

I need a breather..

oh and you that ass, I don't know what happen
but 哭过就好了。
站起来！
Sky still pretty anyways!

2010-09-25T22:06:00.002+08:00

Nelly- Just a Dream

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

I was at the top and I was like I'm at the basement.
Number one spot and now she found her a replacement.
I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby.
And now you ain't around, baby I can't think.
Shoulda put it down. Shoulda got that ring.
Cuz I can still feel it in the air.
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair.

My lover, my life. My shorty, my wife.
She left me, I'm tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

When I be ridin man I swear I see her face at every turn.
Tryin to get my usher over, I can let it burn.
And I just hope she notice she the only one I yearn for.
Oh I miss her when will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback.
Now I'm in the club thinkin all about my baby.
Hey, she was so easy to love. But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough.

I'm goin through it every time that I'm alone.
And now i'm missin, wishin she'd pick up the phone.
But she made a decision that she wanted to move one.
Cuz I was wrong.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.
I said, if you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up.
And now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything.

I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

And I was thinkin about her, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

___________________________________________
I suddenly love this song.
It's like ya a song really can represent things happening.
I'm tired..
work up @ 7
out the whole day till 9pm
but still
k I suck hahahha.
I just love driving! :D
I love to guai lan ppl on the road! :D
and the spons called and said they aren't paying the repair cost!
WALAU DIE ALREADY! ):
WAH SHIT DIE SERIOUS DIE
I NEED $$$$
):

trying.

2010-09-24T20:58:00.000+08:00

My blog, the only place I vent my feelings @.
it may hurt ppl or even myself.
It may lead to a bad show.
But sooner or later things will get worst.

I apologize.
But ya. Hate me or what, I asked for it.
Hope you understand.
I hope memories do stay.

2010-09-22T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'm bored!

I can't sleep @ all.
It didn't turn out to be as exciting. Seriously.
Life so mundane now...

Father's mum just got half stroke last weekend,
Mum called and told me her mother just spend 800 bucks in 20 days by buying 2.50 noodles every morning!?! Hw can tht be. I'm worried about things. I can't simply runaway. But I need a break! Fml.

Whatever man.
I seriously don't wanna lose anyone nw. Seriously. I wouldn't be able to take it. Damn it hurts!

I need my che che! ):
I wanna race.. ):
Argh!
No matter what!
Today's lantern festival!
Happy mooncake day! :D
Wanna play lantern!
I miss my childhood!
Here I come!

-dies on bed-

2010-09-20T11:18:00.002+08:00

I will never forget,
how achingly beautiful it was,
our last car ride together.

2010-09-19T23:31:00.002+08:00

Saw this this afternoon. Damn cool :D
I see PURPLE~ hahahha

Time flies!
A brand new week ahead!
Hope things will be good ! :D
I suddenly like power 98 FM, their songs damn nice.
I LIKE :D

and I wish that 3 wishes do come true (:

Got a Life Story book that i have to fill in everyday, from tmr onwards~!

Thanks so much for that. It's super cute and nice! :D
Thank you so much! I know u spend 3 hours doing it.
I gonna spend my life time adding stories into it! :D
I wanna say, Thank you &
Sorry.
I wish you all the best!
Stay healthy! and Don't sleep so late la!
Be sensible! Don't throw my face la! AHHA
Try, and MUST ! :D
Stay happy , you retarded cute pig! :)

Gonna sleep!
Goodnight! :D
I guess it's possible! (:

2010-09-17T23:22:00.003+08:00

It's FRIDAY! :D
Left with 2 days!
Packed and stuff.
This weekend will be a very packed weekends I guess.
Sis gt alot of jobs to go, I have alot of places to send HAHA
Hope it will be a peaceful weekend :D

I Kinda miss satay...
I WAN EAT!
But I'm fat! ):
Ohwell FOOD :D

__________________________________________________

HI AUNTY! :D

Just wanna let you know.
Trust her and ya she wouldn't cause any trouble one!
She's a grown up girl. She noes what to do and what not to do.
Just give her some time and ya trust is the key to happiness! :D
OH!
and I wouldn't be angry if she goes on sunday! :D
SERIOUS! so let her be la! :D
Must let her enjoy before exam! STUDY VERY STRESS ONE U NOE! :D
She's a very wonderful child!
A retarded,cute and sensible kid HAHA!
So I wish that both will get what you want and enjoy the company of one another ! :D
I feel like saying,
THANKYOU AUNTY!
All The Best! :D
_______________________________

Wanted to ask for a farewell dinner but I guess I'm too late?
Haha :)

2010-09-16T20:26:00.003+08:00

HI PEOPLE! :D

I have been spending quite alot recently!
AK PLS GIVE ME MY PAY ASAP! ):

Well, spend my day with WB and Horny.
Had some personal session with boss this evening.
damn zzz but hais. sian life life life..

a Few days ago, rather tues?
had a minor op .
lucky was just some touch up cos done before.
but.... Still need eat medication that have stupid bad effects here and dhere.
I hate myself for forgetting to eat medication ! damn sian.
my back, cough, headaches etc.
all are my new good friends.

I miss racing .
I miss night team.
I miss 5n suddenly.
I hope next wed can have fun with 5N! :D
FUN YAY!

Time flies. It's friday tmr!
1 week passed damn quickly.
I wanna break.
Hey, Having a break next week! HEHEHE :D
Hope things would be good from now on :D

I WAN GO K BOXZXZXZXZ

I miss peach red tea :X
I feel like drinking...
It's been a while...

Gotta find the old you.

2010-09-15T13:59:00.004+08:00

喜欢，可以喜欢很多人。
但是爱，只可以爱一个人。

Mine's PURPLE~ :D
OMG YAY! I SEE A WINDOW WITHIN A DARK DARK ROOM :D

Ended 2 days Super series @ ACS BARKER.
I'm Don't quite like the students there la.
& a guy asked me for number and facebook -,-
WTH~

learn something that day when Leroy was talking,
In life, If you give up, = you fail!
I'm not a failure thus not giving up :D

HEEHEEE
super lack for rest recently.
plus ya stupid health and body aches around me
ZZ TIME TO RELAX~ :D
OFF on THURS AND FRIDAY! :D
meeting WB tmr, PX on Friday,
OH SHIT. Meeting Pam on thurs too! WALAU DIE~
sian~

ohya!
Wanted to organize chalet but i think,
no one's free. RP start on 13 oct,
TP starts on 17 oct.
NP starts on 25 oct.
DAMN. we start sch, JC on holiday!
HOW TO MEET PIANG EH! ):

Ohwell pray hard we can meet up someday
someday... :D

Shall go for a short nap b4 going out celebrating SAM's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM LEE CHIXI~!
zhang da le. yao dong de xue ye shi hen zhong yao de.
kuai dian jiayou! (Y)

Yawn, my bed's calling me! :D

I forgive you.
Just do what you have promised, every single one.
& I will try to keep mine? xD
You know I know. Today sky pretty uh?
EH! Why the car shake one~HAHHAHA

I NEED SLEEP/ REST!

苦苦的，酸酸的，怪怪的，痛痛的。

2010-09-12T22:13:00.003+08:00

Done trying,
Done hoping,
Just let things be.
It will never be the same as ever.

Getting tired about everything.
Life.

Family, 5n, Gays, Slag, Poly, Car, Night Team!! :D
All that I need in life :D

I shall not be emo anymore
There's lot more things out there I should happy with! :D

It's a pity, really!
It hurts deep down inside.
There will always be a scar,
a scar of good memories! :D

It's only just a dream!
今天天空很美啊！:D

I will try !
But i hardly try! :D

Shall go sleep soon. seeing herman tmr night.
Hope everything will be good! (:
Jiayou for those who are gonna start EOYs and Prelims and Os.
JIAYOU ALL THE BEST! :D
YOU GUYS CAN MAKE IT :D

Tmr's last paper ( reexam rather)
Jiayou clement ! :D
雨天过后一定会有彩虹！:D

Goodnight everyone :D

If you ever love somebody deeply, put your hands up!
*raise high high up!!!!*

2010-09-11T19:57:00.003+08:00

Went out this morning.
Crashed pris' car.
she didn't scold me.
But i know she's cursing me to death now.
HAHA.
Sorry pris will return u the $ asap! :x

Went out the whole day to settle family stuff.
Pick sam up @ senkang and pei him buy present for his future girlfriend
LOL!
Thn headed to wash my darling wife...
and after washing.
I feel like racing so i dash around the road like no body's business
with a super fat and heavy darling of mine.
Damn shiok. Damn shiok. everything Just like the wind. just flew pass me.
but after i came to a red light, things just came back.
Time. I need Time.
Came home.
dinnered. mum screwed me again ( for no reasons)
didn't care much. came in and i'm blogging now!
Shall study for my reexam TMR! HAHAHAAH
lazy study. no feel. no feel.
No feel exam sia no feel.
Super tired. hope I can sleep well tonight.
but i doubt so :x ohwell :D
as long as you are happy :)

Lyrics of XiWang,
really true about things happening now.
I will nv forget this song.
(:

You said it's just a infatuation,
but i guess it's just truly love.

Feel like jogging..
but I just had my dinner! ):

K la Thts all for today! :D
Oh sam! good luck uh! ^^V

2010-09-11T00:41:00.002+08:00

Today Sky So Pretty!
:D

Aunty, sorry.
Don't be mad at her. My fault.
I'm sorry. :x

2010-09-09T21:06:00.003+08:00

This 2 days,
brought part of slag menbers to a place where i love the most.
Super shiok to sit beside the car and just stone there.
SHIOK! (Y)
Went out for a movie with 4 of them thn headed to OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL to
see see look look! nice! (y)
Headed off for dinner with my dad mum and granny.
homed.
going out later i think.
I have a strong feeling to go back there.
I wan see ahhao. I feel like talking to him.
I miss night team. pris's busy earning$( lucky bitch)
Des rick they all now gt girlfriend. all busy liao
sian sia.
Bored. Very Bored...
I need to smile! :D
Although i got my license,
I don't feel happy at all.
So God,
are you taking something good away from me now?
OH! I miss zhss 5n'09 too! ):

Mum saw me throwing away those flowers and she asked, why throw sia. so wasted.
I reply," keep also no use. just throw lo. "
she give me a =,= face and " waste money"
LOL.

Planned some stuff for someone,
but life has alot of things that will screw up your plans HAHA

I WANT EAT DURIAN.
LOL GRAVING FOR IT haha!

The more I stare @ my wallpaper,
The more I miss.

2010-09-08T13:20:00.003+08:00

HI!!!!!!!

Someone complained that I nv update my blog!
TSK!
Anyways.
Exams had ended.
still gt 1 reexam but still counted as over la! HAHA
papers were good i guess hope everything goes well seriously!(:

It had been raining the whole morning!
I'm bored @ home!
Nth to do !):
no work noneed study SO COOL RIGHT! HAHHA!
Holiday started!
ohya helping dad later..
6 weeks break! damn you. SHIOK NOT!
but ya la. still need to study when sch reopens!
but for now? comeon it's party time!
:DDDD

Life's pretty normal?
WB Intro Honry into AK.
slack with wb and honry ytd @ amk.
saw jerome...
It's september~ soon Xmas is coming! yay~~

Wb and I want to plan a overseas trip to Genting or maybe Thailand.
but We shall see how!
I wan chalet! seriously damn long no chalet liao lor! WTH MAN! ):
I WAN GATHERING!!!!!!!
IT'S HOLIDAY!!! HAHAHAHHAAHAH

K watch stupid mulan show and some old dvd movies i had to kill time.
I have nothing to do SERIOUSLY DAMN BORED! ):
ohya! coughing damn badly since this morning
DIE LIAO LA ):
I wan drink honey lemon ):

Anyway. skipped lunch. lazy go buy. raning ma.
HAHA
Talk about about lunch, I'm a little hungry!
nvm drinkwater~ :D

K shall go playgame!
That's all :D

OH TODAY's date damn cool!
08/09/10!!!! :D

2010-09-05T00:07:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Out the whole day!

Super tired!

But it was a good day out driving :D HEEHEH :D

GOODNIGHT!

Can i hug and don't let go?

2010-09-02T23:40:00.000+08:00

I'm scared.
Very scared!!!!
18 years! And tmr's the day!!!!
What if I mount kerb and tio immediate failure!!
What if I tio 20 demerit point and I fail?
Spend 1.9k and I don't wan waste money!!!!!
I gave up sch exam for this!
Argh! I'm scared! ):

Wish me luck!!

2010-09-01T19:46:00.004+08:00

Take it as if it will be the last..

Life's good on a wednesday!
Studied for 3 hours did pass year papers..
But failed to revise.
After lunch abit sian diao.
some more my stupid knee. keep aching..
But somehow gt some things in mind!
I need to revise more! Shall start after dinner! HEHEHE!
This few days granny keep cooking wrong thing.
Sian Very worried... ):
Must treasure every single moment from now on man. seriously.
Oh! down with work tmr afternoon ):
Thn FRIDAY IS HERE HEEHEEEHEE :D

I hope it will be a good 2 days for me!
:D
I feel like eating Icecream ):

2010-08-31T22:05:00.003+08:00

Had a great day playing basketball today!
Played frm 10 to 2, and frm 5 to 8 nice~
It's a good way to release stress and anger, and ever your problems
Everything will roll off with your sweat.
I nv played tht hiong before.
I was super AWESOME :D

Had a great day with 5n 2009 :)

I feel like doing BTW for myself.
I hardly tell ppl my stuff.
Even my parents..
I don't like sharing things..
I feel like, I'm like contributing even more problems to the other party who's listening to me.
Time is tick-ing.
I having headaches every night since sunday? or saturday I can't rmb.
Everytime i wanna sleep. the pain just come knocking on my door.
Ytd was super ...... shalln't talk about it.
Yes I like blogging out emo stuff.
cos it's the only place i can say things out without disturbing anyone.
I once love my life.
But now, I might lose someone anytime frm now.
I'm worried.
and my health. damn. it's not as good as i think. 9 days. damn.
but what can i do?
Maybe just let time pass by and things will be over ..(:
HEEHEEE
Sky will be pretty when it wants to be.
Human can't control sky, but they can control life.
Choices have Consequences.
(:

I shall bathe and cooldown and rest.
I hope the headache wouldn't come find me today.
I need to sleep early ):

Overall
It was still a wonderful day!
I miss 5N'09.
(:

2010-08-30T20:17:00.002+08:00

EXAM 4 DAYS ):

JIAYOU!

I apologise about what I did this morning,
Sorry for being so rude.
I just .. ya you know.....
so I hope you would understand. (:
Very sorry!

2010-08-29T17:16:00.003+08:00

HI!

I LIKE MY BLOG SONG :D
k random.
Sunday!
hmm..
morning drop sis and granny for their church thingy,
headed home to pick mum up and went to get my running shoes
and a new pair of shoe! :D
Gt people complain about my shoes gt hole ma!
So need to buy new one to be more presentable! HAHA!
headed for lunch thn went down to marina sq to change my watch battery,
dad and sis bought some snacks?
homed @5.
nothing much on a sunday ...
going to print past year papers later!
Very tired... moodless day I need to sleep! Slept @ 2 plus 3 ytd.

Plans for this up coming week!
Mon, might be going to study with pamela
Tue, might not be going back zhss. I don't know.
Wed, hope plans dun change.
Thur, down with work with AK
Friday, Start of exam & also practical exam.
Sat- Exam, thn go yuyang's birthday!
Yup that shld be all.

DAMN SAD ): '
Got exam on saturday!!
but ya NEED TO MUGGG :D
Jiayou Clement, Jiayou everybody! ^^V *Twist*

August is ending in about 2 days.
I love music! They give me the grove in life HAHA!
&& I need $$ ): hais..
Time flies.
Today Sky Very Pretty!
73 and Racing are very important to me.

HEY YOU! YES YOU!

I wish I could be a demagnetised machine that can demagnetise your magnetic force.
I apologise for being so cranky last night.
I'm a very hot tempered person but i always control myself.
I apologise for forcing, creating so much stress and making things bad .
I will try not to bug/ force making unhappy things happen and giving time space and everything that it's needed , as long as you are happy, I'm fine with anything for sure. (:

YAWN I WANNA SLEEP NOW BUT IT'S JUST 545pm!!!

不在乎天长的久，
只在乎曾经拥有。

2010-08-28T00:24:00.002+08:00

希望。。。

Have been listening to it the whole day,
trying to understand the lyrics.

OKAY!
Blogging with my berry now.
Went for sis's graduation thing this morning @ SCH.
the place reminds me of SYF and NBC2010...
I told my mum I was once on that stage b4, and she didnt believe -,-
After the ceremony, headed home thn to dad's office helped him ( free one again -,-)
2hours, headed home to change
& off to dinner @ HOTEL ROYAL along newton road.( why no apple drop down when i stood under a tree!? )
makan-ed till 9 plus
laughed alot.
homed and now lying on bed.
Super tired. Cough until buay tahan in the afternoon.
Hope tmr would be a smooth and wonderful sunday! :D

Felt quite stressed up..
18 years. I have waited for 18 years
& I'm left with 6 days.
I cannot fail this practical.
I cannot! ARGH!

there's nothing more anyone could say,
just, pray hard ,pray hard that one fine day,
your dream, will come true.
(':

2010-08-25T23:41:00.003+08:00

YES I'm SICK. WHEE~
not.

anyways,
went to work this afternoon.
Saw alot old friends!( AK trainers)
THEY LOOK LIKE THEY ARE HAPPY TO SEE US! HAHAHA
K gt screwed by boss for the hair.
damn. i need to dye black! ):
bo bian!
ohwell the job was quite slacking,
thn headed SAKAE with WB,chatted alot, laughed like crazy
ya his CB song damn stupid.
but funnny!
trained down from woodlands to vivo to find my parents
came home about 1040pm.
super tired.
Bathed and packed bag for tmr's extra APP STATS lesson.
my throat damn pain.
I NEED FISHERMAN!
I finish all 6 packs within 3 days
): damn.
TIME TO STOCK UP MY SWEETS !!!

OKAY !
It's about time.
GOOD NIGHT! :D

i rather you tell me.

2010-08-24T17:32:00.005+08:00

His a big obstacle that I had to overcome...

Had my first AK job after a long 6 months studying
YES it's a damn suay day.
Firstly wb lost his ring,
Secondly my mic caught fire and gt smoke.
thirdly, i think franco kinda pissed off with me?
screwed my job today.
throat pain slight fever still must carry 2 carton boxes and freaking heavy speakers
but ohwell enjoyed the session. able to see some old participants i had during march.
O lvl's coming.
Time flies man.
Came home nap awhile
and I still feel damn cold zxzxz
it's 540zxzx
shall go bathe nowzx.

Am I on a losing ground?

That's for today.
BYE!